"Go... fish?!?! What?!?! You didn't even say 1!"
Gift for my older sister,
, whose birthday is tomorrow
This is a terrible excuse for a birthday gift, but I tried my best... I guess.
I know you might of accidently seen this-- I tried my hardest to hide that I was drawing it. . . I know how much you hate spoiled surprises :c.
I'm hoping you don't see this on your phone cuz I know you stay up in your bed looking at DA n' stuff cause of when we both shared one room x'D
Now, I was never really big on knowing how to give gifts... I'm just not you :c I can't commission someone a month before their birthday; especially someone like
... Simply because, stuff like that never cross my mind~~ I'm just too forgetful, so, this is all I have to say and give, so, it is time to say it~~ I have always looked up to you; I know I have the memory of a goldfish, if not worse. However, the things you do for others just cannot be forgotten; not even on purpose. I remember being really small; the type of small where, when **name has been removed** bought us two really nice blank books to draw in, when I was so young I took a bunch of crayons, persay, and I drew scribbles in it. Colourful scribbles. They were crud, I know, but I think they meant a lot to me, because as far as I can remember, I always wanted to draw like you. You inspired me so much. I remember seeing your drawings and think, "wow, when I am her age, I want to draw like that!" But, of course, in my own young iidfa way C:
I've always been a pretty mean sister, or at least, in a joking way. Like, when I was, what, one or two? When mother would push us around in a two seat stroller; You would be in the first seat, I would be in the second. I would just watch your hair, and at the right time, I would yank it! xD Yet, you put up with that, even as a little girl, because you were so sweet. Like mother always said, you looked at her like the sun had risen and set on her face. You are a pleaser and do so much for everyone, even if, at times, they don't deserve it. I know I might not seem like I appreciate it much, and in fact, I do not appreciate anything as much as I should! But never, ever, have I ever taken you for granted and, goodness gracious, may I never do so! You mean so much to me because, not only are you my older sister, you are my best friend and my safe refuge. I am still that way a lot now because, I crack jokes with you, and they are too insulting, and I am so sorry. I really am, but I guess this is your birthday, and I shouldn't bring up stuff like this :S
You seriously were my best friend; I remember, when we were still sorta hyper before bed, you would tell me some story you made up with a few of our online friends.. I think I was like, eleven, and you were thirteen? Correct me if I'm wrong. I remember laughing so hard, even though some stuff was sorta insulting or 'teasing' to me at the time xD How about the time when we were up in the middle of the night? We snuck into the boys room when Mac was like, one or two, and we stalked them xD? Or, when we pretended to be Samus from metroid, I believe it was, at like 4 oclock in the morning one christmas morning.. C':
I'm seriously crying so hard while recounting these memories. I am so happy to have ever been a sister of yours You're so special, so funny, so talented, and just gifted in everything. I swear, there isn't one thing you CAN'T do! You're so beautiful and deserve to be treated like a queen; a queen who is served a hamburger for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I know you haven't been treated that way by anyone lately, and you have broken TOO MANY NAILS NOW because of that! Let no more nails be crushed! **stamps foot** lol but really, you are so perfect, so humble, and one can only hope that they can ever even remotely be like you; because you're naturally like that, and no one can or will change that. Tomorrow, or today, whenever you're reading this, you better PUT YOUR FEET UP AND RELAX. Don't raise a finger... except for the rhetoric speech thingy, of course XD you show them hot pocket eatin' twins yo brains girl!!! **only she will know who I am talking about**
I have so many more things to say but not enough time, or space, or memory, to say it :C Lol I think my cold medicine kicked in, I better go before I pass out on the computer XD I love you so much, sissy, and I would say so much more but I just don't even know what to say! <33 You're so amazing, thats really the best summary anyone can ever give to you, and yet, it still does not describe you well enough! D: I've done what I can... I'm sorry. But, you are my best friend, role model, art inspiration, comic relief, and anything else you can think of ~~~~~
Goodnight/happy birthday, sissy
That's all I can say...
I love you so much, sister
Have an awesome sweet sixteenth
Fantasy and art (c) me
PS thank you to :icondarkwolfartist for her redlining of Zabby